Outings

Planning a night out is always exciting. It is always a good excuse to buy new outfits and enjoy some free time. Going out also gives one hope in meeting someone that will, at least for that night, make you feel special. I've realized that clubs and bars are not were I will find a love interest but it is always fun to flirt and feel desired. HA. I've been told many times to let go from that fairy tale notion of what is love but I refuse. 

I don't know if I've ever fallen in love or if it was just lust but I want to feel butterflies in my stomach again. I want to smile when I think of that person and know that I make them smile too. I want the late night calls and the "i miss you" text messages. I don't want to be around drunks every weekend but instead, holding the one I care for in my arms and feeling their warmth. As thrilling as nights out can be, I would rather be whispering sweet nothings in your ear. 

Oh boy, this blog turned into the story of a lonely boy. Hahaha. If your out there, Hi :) ...